BOMB EXPLODING IN THE HEAD

BOMB EXPLODING IN THE HEAD

The third month. You start to notice that you are pregnant.

It starts with the crazy head aches when you open eyes in the morning. And the more time passing, the more frequent and more stronger they are becoming.

I remember once in the childhood I fell down and heated a head. The pain was something like skin and bones separating from the brain. In a few hours it passed then. And, when I was pregnant that head ache could due all day long. Or, closer to the middle of the pregnancy, appeared almost every single day. It was not possible to think clear, if the sufferings are non-stop like this. To take the strong head-ache pills was forbidden. And, some less harmful pillows that doctors used to suggest, were not helping.

I also remember that between 2nd and 3rd months of pregnancy I got a fever. The immune system gets also very weak during the pregnancy. I really did not get cold anywhere. And there was high temperature and all the rest. And again it was not recommended to take any pills. And just wait till the time it went down by it's own. Or, when it went up more then 37C, only possible to take something. With 37 C for three days I was feeling disable. Burning down, breaking down pain all over the body.. Maximum what I was able to do, it was to go to the toilet.

Another bad surprise in the morning there was nausea. Even if I didn't eat anything yet and still was in the bed. And felt already like wish to vomit. When stand up immediately after woke up, this feeling was increasing just. I noticed that, if to stay in a bed for 5-10 minutes longer after woke up, the nausea feeling was getting less. And the black spots in the eyes there were also just less. The doctor used to subscribe me some medicine to take in the morning, too. But it did not reduce my nausea feeling much. But I noticed that if to take the glass of water with two spoons of lemon juice, it helps to have less nausea and the taste of iron taste in the mouth, too.  

The hormones there going their job. On the 11th week of pregnancy I have done the blood test and some scan. The investigation showed the position of the baby is correct. There were no visible defects at that moment. The doctors said it was the last moment I still could apply to do the aborting by my own wish, in case I changed my mind to deliver. Because the later abortion is permitted only, if serious defects of the baby are investigated. Or the pregnancy and delivery appear to be dangerous for the life. Sure, if it was not a planned pregnancy and the things in the life did not go well, such the desire sometimes used to appear. But again always I was reminding the impressive video of some german scientists. They have inserted the camera inside 11 months pregnant woman. And when putting the tool to withdraw the baby away, the poor thing has felt the danger and was running away! And they were not even touching it physically yet! What a power of instinct!

And, approximately two weeks later, after the last exam, the stomach started to become visible a bit. Something similar to the red days when down part of it can a bit increase. The same sensation of the red days pain was appearing there. This pain, that similar to the red days pain, normally appears when the woman is under risk to loose the baby. It was necessary not to get in stress and not to get very tired. And sometimes the doctors prescribe the pregnancy keeping pills in such the cases.