AFTER THE FIRST KISS

AFTER THE FIRST KISS

As soon as I have given the first kiss to my child, the doctors took it away in a few seconds into another room. I have seen how they cut the umbilical in front of me. And, then, they had to disinfect it. They also had to take away all what had been collected in the  mouth of the new-born, to wash it and to dress it.

At the same time one more doctor continue to be busy with me. As I was shaken because of pain, they immediately gave me the extra doze of anesthesia. And the same quickly they started to clean all inside me. And to sew the part of the body that they cut before. The last one activity I still was felling first, as it took time anesthesia to start to work again.

The pain was passing. But, I still was shaking and felling myself very weak. More over, even if I try and did some affords to stand up, it did not work. My body was like paralized. It was the influence of anesthesia. Two doctors barely moved me from a delivery place to the special bed to be able to transport me further.

I was left in the corridor for a while. The only one thing that I wished then there were the wet towels and the water. I did not eat anything since morning. But after such the shock I did not feel even the hunger. Later the doctors call my boy-friend to arrange the papers. And in 45 minutes of total expectation I was transported to the room finally.